Hurry

due date

due date

DUE DATE

Too late
I'd procrastinate
and masturbate
before I'd ever take
pen and pencil and dig it
into fragile paper plates
spinning around in my head
is my fears and insecurities
I gotta get this done before bed
I gotta get this done before I'm dead
but I try to stop
but I don't know when
because the insecurities remind me of the

due date

due date

DUE DATE

And then too late
I had all day to do it
and I didn't do it
I kept reminding myself of it
and then something else distracted me further
and it's always this cat and mouse chase
of forcing me to pump the shit I haven't
been inspired or consented to invigorate
my mind reminds me of the insecurities
my laziness and my lack of producivity
it's always that I got to hurry hurry hurry
before the

due date

due date

DUE DATE

hurry hurry hurry
before it's too late
before that day
I keep moving to the next day
tomorrow it was done but it was done
two weeks from today
anyday was the last day to do it
just a clever excuse
keep me worried and active
but here's the best part
I don't like doing it
what a fucking surprise isn't it
so I'm afraid of the things I've made up
in my own mind and now I can't stop
making them up just like this

due date

due date

DUE DATE</h4>
DUE DATE!!!!!
TOO LATE!!!!!
DUE DATE!!!!!
TOO LATE!!!!!
DUE DATE!!!!!



hurry hurry hurry.