Maybe

is it possible?
that everything will be right for me?
But I can only hope for so long,
before everything i've lived for is finally gone,
this uncertainty makes me who I want to be,
And now I live in the land of maybe,
maybe.

Is it feasible?
Are all of the cards set out for me?
Lifetimes trying to find myself,
while trying my hardest not to get help,
walking too fast in a world i cannot clearly see,
I wish that everything is set out for me, just maybe,
just maybe.

Is it propable?
Can everything sum out in the end?
i'll calculate the solutions again and again,
until my withered body fails me in the end,
why couldn't I just try to leave?
through neutral choices and that fucking world of maybe?
Maybe?

Can it be?
Everything I always dreamed it to be?
OH i will wait until my fantasies come true,
and then there will be a great time for me and you,
but until then, I just want to make sure and be free,
that I don't come around to anymore trouble through life, maybe,
maybe.

Can you be?
Everything that I wanted you to be?
Is it yes, or no, what you'll say so meaningful,
determines whether or not i should approach the problem so seemingful,
Before I decide on if you are the one, I just need to see,
If this will work out for us, can't be yes, can't be no, but maybe,
maybe.

Can I be?
So indifferent about the world around me?
hope to be safe, hope to be so insignificant,
and because I find all the logic in this makes me so different,
please allow me to fulfill my life and see,
let me become a calculator to you and be,
hide myself away and stuck like a tree,
bend over troubles like a stubborn knee,
there won't be anytime for me to be free,
from this sickly word i play into my head about maybe,
maybe.

Just, maybe, I could brake away...