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Forgetthe sweet sound of your name still singes
across the top of my tongue,
throughout the night I've dreampt binges
of your soul breathing against my lungs.
my mind twirls around a irreverent
nerve that weaves your poise,
I can feel it quite evident
that you bring about such noise.
I wish I didn't torture
myself with lapses of you,
but I scavenge like a vulture
trying to recover what I've been through.
I'll try to forget,
but you make the marks across my skin,
these fucking scars will not let,
what I've missed from you still bears within.
I tear my heart through paper
searching for happiness and truth,
all the greatest things ab
Mattera billion flowers dotting the landscape
beautifully untouched by plagued hands
cannot evoke even the slightest scent
or aesthetic as you carve through
the daisies, your the only thing
I see, my heart cannot forget you,
I've tried, but I don't want to.
a billion hearts flying across a painted
sky who's mystery still unfolds
cannot emasculate even the faintest whisper
when you send invigorating thoughts
down my spine, your the only thing
I hear, my mind cannot ignore you,
I've tried, but I don't want to.
the world can go destroy one another,
As for me, I've found another,
It's a simple feeling, one so familiar,
the one you give
DefensiveBLOCK: Don't worry i'm not trying to fight.
BLOCK: Don't worry i'm not saying you're not right.
BLOCK: I'm just giving you advice.
BLOCK: I'm just trying to be nice.
BEFORE YOU EVEN START,
DONT BRING MY FEELINGS APART,
I KNOW WHAT YOU ALL WANT I KNOW WHAT YOU ALL NEED,
I KNOW THAT ALL OF YOU WANT ME TO BLEED!
i can't let you do that
BLOCK: will you listen for a second?
BLOCK: you don't like what I say, I reckon?
BLOCK: why are you the one causing such a disturbance?
BLOCK: why is your openmindedness filled with such durance?
BEFORE YOU BEGIN AGAIN,
DONT TRY TO BE MY FRIEND,
BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT IS LIKE I KNOW WHAT I WANT TO BE,
Expectbecause you thought that I'd give it my all,
because you thought that I'd give in.
Because you thought that I'd let go,
Because you thought that I'd let you in.
Because you thought that I'd forget it all,
Because you thought that I'd forget you.
Because you thought that I'd begin again,
Because you thought that I'd begin with you.
What did you expect?
That I'm all this perfection?
You're so foolish,
you can't count my complexion.
Because you knew that I'd never tell a lie,
Because you knew that I'd never tell you.
Because you knew how I am always steamed.
Because you knew how I am.
Because you knew who I was.
Because you knew
FrustrateHow nice of you to tell me,
way too late,
you did it on purpose,
you did it for a laugh?
How nice of you to show me,
you made it matter,
you made it worthwhile.
My walls of steel can't withstand the words
you've penetrated deep through my fragile heart,
you want to criticize me,
you want to hurt me,
you know you do,
DONT FUCKING LIE!
How nice of you to remind me,
way beyond schedule,
now I have to begin again,
now I have to fix myself broken.
How nice of you to help me,
figure out all things about negativity,
now I go back to the bottom again,
now I go back to being myself once again.
My feelings carve
SureOh yeah, you'd do that for me,
OH YOU WOULD!
Yeah, you'd definitely lie to me!
THAT BE SOMETHING YOU'D DO!
AND SURE, IT'S FINE! IT WAS A JOKE!
AND SURE, IT'S ALRIGHT! IT DOESN'T MATTER!
BUT YOU CANT BE SURE HOW MUCH IT MEANT TO ME!
YOU CANT BE SURE HOW MUCH IT HURT ME!!
Oh yeah, you'd do that to me,
OH YOU COULD!
Yeah, you're the only one to brake me!
THAT BE SOMETHING YOU'D TRY!
Oh yeah, I'd let you get through my skin,
OH YOU DID!
Yeah, you're the only one that can!
THAT BE SOMETHING I'D ALWAYS GO THROUGH!
AND SURE, IT'S OK! WERE PLAYING AROUND!
AND SURE, IT'S ALRIGHT! I SHOULD LET GO!
BUT YOU ARENT SURE IF ITS ALREADY HAV
HelicaseHelio and I were always sitting on the stairs, chatting about the lamina and occasionally making snide remarks about ribosomes. There wasn't much for us to do. Our job was to simply be, and let the RNA scribble down the letters on our foreheads when they came around every once in a while. Helio was a G, I was a C. It wasn't exactly fulfilling, I suppose. There wasn't much to be filled. So to pass the time, we talked.
"You ever wonder?" Helio asked.
"About...well...what's out there." Helio and I were rooted to the stairs, quite happily, but it was awkward to move in. He kind of twisted in the general direction of the closest pore. "Out in the cytoplasm."
"I haven't," I admitted. "What's there to wonder about?"
"That's exactly the thing. I have no idea." Helio sighed, gazing into the distance. "Somehow it feels like we play this huge, huge role in something important, but how can we when we don't even know what that something is? I want to be something that, that has
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`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More